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In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky, In my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life; I'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be.........

                                (There You'll Be ~ Faith Hill)

 

 

Thank you so much for stopping by to learn more about my Angels.  Please take a moment to light a candle for them.

 

 

 

                         

                                                              

 

This memorial website was created in the memory of my precious twin boys, Jaydon Edward and Jordan Michael Guringo; who were born in Hershey, Pennsylvania on October 8, 2001 and passed away on October 8, 2001.  I will remember them always.

 

                       

 

My perfect little boys were born at 22 weeks; 3 weeks to early to be "viable"...that is what the doctors told me.  After 16 1/2 hours of hard labor, Jaydon was born first at 4:28pm; he weighed only 11.9 ounces.  Jordan was next, being born at 4:56pm, weighing a mere 14.1 ounces.

God blessed me with these beautiful lives....Jaydon for 30 minutes and Jordan for 45 minutes.  I never put them down the entire time.  I just looked at them, admiring how beautiful and perfect they were.  Their ten little fingers, ten little toes, 2 little button noses.

                                    

That one hour and 15 minutes was the most special time in my life.  Not only was I able to witness the most beautiful aspect of life - that of giving birth to a child; but I was also able to witness the completion of life.  I was able to be there as my boys went home to Jesus.  I now realize, at the time, how truly blessed I was.

 

Oh how I long to hold them again, to see their little faces. As painful as it was then, and as painful as it is now, I would not trade that experience for anything.  Because I know that everything happens for a reason and that I will be with my boys again one day.  Until that day comes, they remain forever in my heart.

 

Mommy loves you both!!!

 

 

 

                       

 

 

  

 

 

 

 Oh Mother, My Mother

 

"Oh Mother, my mother

I touch your tears, invisible fingers soothing your skin

I know you think of me so often in the day, in the night

in your dreams; going into an empty nursery

knowing I'll never be there

But I am....in your heart, in your soul - I shall always be.

For you gave so unselfishly of yourself.

Inside of you, you created such a world for me.

A world of laughter, of love, of sadness, or sorrow

Every emotion people come to know, you shared with me.

And even though I may never feel your arms around me

I felt your heart beating, like a lullaby, singing me to sleep

And your spirit giving me a safe haven, already protecting me

Nuturing me, preparing me for things to come.

But sometimes the journey of life pulls souls apart

And yes, I had to go to another place.

I wish I could stay, I wish this was a decision I could make

and I know you do too.

Know this wherever you are:

I will always remember that yours was the first love,

the first joy, the first soul I will ever know.

You gave me the courage to go on in my journey

I hope I can do the same for you

Your heart will always call me to you."