In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky, In my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life; I'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be.........
(There You'll Be ~ Faith Hill)
Thank you so much for stopping by to learn more about my Angels. Please take a moment to light a candle for them.
This memorial website was created in the memory of my precious twin boys, Jaydon Edward and Jordan Michael Guringo; who were born in Hershey, Pennsylvania on October 8, 2001 and passed away on October 8, 2001. I will remember them always.
My perfect little boys were born at 22 weeks; 3 weeks to early to be "viable"...that is what the doctors told me. After 16 1/2 hours of hard labor, Jaydon was born first at 4:28pm; he weighed only 11.9 ounces. Jordan was next, being born at 4:56pm, weighing a mere 14.1 ounces.
God blessed me with these beautiful lives....Jaydon for 30 minutes and Jordan for 45 minutes. I never put them down the entire time. I just looked at them, admiring how beautiful and perfect they were. Their ten little fingers, ten little toes, 2 little button noses.
That one hour and 15 minutes was the most special time in my life. Not only was I able to witness the most beautiful aspect of life - that of giving birth to a child; but I was also able to witness the completion of life. I was able to be there as my boys went home to Jesus. I now realize, at the time, how truly blessed I was.
Oh how I long to hold them again, to see their little faces. As painful as it was then, and as painful as it is now, I would not trade that experience for anything. Because I know that everything happens for a reason and that I will be with my boys again one day. Until that day comes, they remain forever in my heart.
Mommy loves you both!!!
Oh Mother, My Mother
"Oh Mother, my mother
I touch your tears, invisible fingers soothing your skin
I know you think of me so often in the day, in the night
in your dreams; going into an empty nursery
knowing I'll never be there
But I am....in your heart, in your soul - I shall always be.
For you gave so unselfishly of yourself.
Inside of you, you created such a world for me.
A world of laughter, of love, of sadness, or sorrow
Every emotion people come to know, you shared with me.
And even though I may never feel your arms around me
I felt your heart beating, like a lullaby, singing me to sleep
And your spirit giving me a safe haven, already protecting me
Nuturing me, preparing me for things to come.
But sometimes the journey of life pulls souls apart
And yes, I had to go to another place.
I wish I could stay, I wish this was a decision I could make
and I know you do too.
Know this wherever you are:
I will always remember that yours was the first love,
the first joy, the first soul I will ever know.
You gave me the courage to go on in my journey
I hope I can do the same for you
Your heart will always call me to you."